Unfazed Raptures of a Candescent Adolescence

Imagine, spent about half a life in understanding LIFE in general, and more than half of that was spent without my Hero around us. Dad was not super-human, not a magician, but he was something more mystical than that, never really took care of trying to know him NOR, even try to understand the presence of this man around my life. 35 years spent without a direction, without a need for greed, without a certain focus but let me not get lost amidst all that unwanted sympathy NOW, as I had a good life(no complaints on that part at least), tried hard to forget Dad - though in vain I always wondered how - it would've been if that man was around, if he was around leading, guiding, loving, et al, WOW! that feeling is something, which I decided to grab from my new life - through my Son - Aryan. I am trying to do all that to him, that which I missed from my Dad, so that he will never know those billy-bone hollows which are very difficult to fill-in. Never-the-less, 35 years just ran into misty areas and I am standing here - a fully-grown man, a man of a simple ambitions, a man with some real directional measures taken lately, a man with a lot of determination into the future, blah! blah! blah! Thanks to Raama, my neighbor, my childhood buddy, my best friend, my shoulder many a time - he blogged about Dad in G +. so I thought I should even write something here, for anyone to see Rest in Peace Dad - am sure you are reading this now!!!